Julie Hébert
2024: 100 thousand praises
Haiku Juli
100 PRAISE HAIKU
(17 syllables, more or less... Praise, more or less...)
Written with the occasional help of my 9-year old granddaughter Mari
April 2023 - February 2024 Manzanita House, Green Valley
1. Praise the garden wild
teaching me beauty death truth
unsentimental
2. struggling cricket
tissue with lipstick stain
burrowing under dry leaves
3. Fog fireworks full moon
game frenzy in the morning
must be holiday
4. Praise praise what to praise
so much to be grateful for
light in husband’s eyes
5. Smelly basement day
what will we find in corners
praise growth in the dark
6. Mother daughter laugh
old black and white photograph
praise praise memory
7. Little girls first flights
excitement with stuffed monkey
will she remember
8. Washing machine box
tilting sideways in the grass
little girl peeks out
9. Hot dawn early rise
vital convening today
water garden first
10. glade of fallen trees
wood rats bio-char and me
sacred morning light
11. Praise gentle praise dead
Praise my fierce mocking mother
Praise her spirit now
12. The child notices
pink fingernails and earrings
picking blackberries
13. splashing in the spa ice-water waterfalling
laughing with mouth shut
14. three sour blackberries...
pulled from the vine unripened
teaching me patience
15. Orange stuffed monkey
buffeted and splayed in road
rescued! Hildy lives
16. Resentful daughter
creek drying in August sun
pray for winter rain
17. bright morning stillness
bent oak becomes grandfather
Oscar the rascal
18. praise jen’s wild mind/soul
fractured untethered and scared
pray she comes back whole
19. Barbie is a doll
does she really need a DreamHouse
she can’t even sleep
20. tuna is a fish
yummy as tuna salad
tasty and delish
21. Bozo knocked my head
Now I need a replacement
Give me yours Bozo
22. Vanilla ice cream
you crushed my dreams, vanilla
Bean like Godzilla
23. Cold misty morning
elsewhere the earth is on fire
i need warm slippers
24. scorned by my daughter
i wake up angry and sad
stare at the oak tree praise find praise
25. Mythic morning fog
woodpecker at my window
what does it all mean?
26. Six vultures sitting
in trees strange smell on the breeze
what’s for dinner girls?
27. Orange ball rising
dull glow through foggy morning
there she is again
28. Moonwalk, country lane
five old people watch it rise
sing Blue Moon off-key
29. Chat with gardener
god depression trees his life
misses his daughter
30. Silly young scarecrow
taunted by bird in a field
scared out of his wits
31. Oaks and redwood trees
backyard giants to be climbed
hiding in branches
32. fast as a cheetah
crackling like lightning at night
i have an idea!
33. turkey in graveyard
the day before Thanksgiving
run, turkey, run!
34. it’s Veteran’s Day
remember the ones who fought
keep our country safe
35. fog in the distance
clinging low to the treetops
looking like a lake
36. dragon in the fog
itchy nose and has to pee
where is my bathroom?
37. squiggles and nothing
fill my mind when i’m playing
makes me laugh so hard
38. curled up worm on floor
pick her up with a tissue
shell-hard carapace!
39. hard rain yesterday
wake up to sunny morning
2 antlered bucks in yard
40. sweet sister visit
old animosities fade
share secrets and laugh
41. sniffly little girl
blankets hot tea and honey
play scattergories!
42. Interconnected
Strum the string we all vibrate
one world one people
43. Hard loud rain straight down
trees wave gently in the storm
five deer munch wet grass
44. Chilly morning fog
the day before thanksgiving
frog croaking “I’m here”
45. Holiday morning
cricket on the window screen
company coming
46. cold sunny dawn
table set for six loved ones
where’s that extra chair?
47. retreat to the woods
i don’t need to be famous
do need to create
48. Heater’s on the fritz
Temperature’s dropping fast
Turn on the oven!
49. He is in repose
In the shadowy blue hills
My brother long gone
50. It can’t be described
In words, she said, but then she
Described it in words
51. Cold dawn, heater’s out
freezing floorboards shock bare feet
hopdance down the hall
52. Grateful for Erik
convener extraordinaire!
spiritual brother
53. Quick! Write more haikus
How to get to one hundred?
Time is running out!
54. Making making make
gingerbread, froggy snow globes
gifts for pet monkeys
55. Today all women
two meetings, a garden walk,
gifts and notes of thanks
56. Praise Rain! Praise Rain! Rain!
Falling hard straight down and loud!
Splashing us good
57. What’s the show today?
Chartreuse trees on skies of gray
low traveling fog
58. She said “love ya, bye”
for the first time in nine months
is it over now?
59. Christmas lights all night presents
piled under the tree
keep me company
60. Holidays over
back to calls and to-do lists
fog slowing my roll
61. January 6
Mariana’s 9th birthday
Celebrate Mari!
62. Praise patience, slow down
Calm your racing mind and heart
Wait, my friend. Wait more.
63. Falling into place
pebbles fitting together
new path emerging
64. Praise small steps. Small steps
slow breathing, soft eyes, stillness.
One more step and breathe
65. Louisiana green
in my eyes and in my heart
bright even in rain
66. California green
Dusty gold-limey and dry
calm my ragged soul
67. Stroll in a hard rain
running water ev’rywhere
peaceful heart and mind
68. Alone in the house
on a rainy afternoon
sing along with Prince
69. Alone not enough
Even in the backwoods
I fill my schedule
70. Emptiness gives rise to
innovative ideas
stop the busy-ness
71. What do I write next?
not more of same, but something
out of this moment
72. Spring day in winter
fooling the plants and me
we’re not through it yet
73. What to teach the child?
what does she need to know now?
let her lead the way
74. Eat, move, do. Rest. Be.
what’s the purpose of this life?
Cre. A. Tiv. I. Ty.
75. My legs like walking
gravel crunching under foot
eyes on distant fog
76. Quiet tick-tocking
of the clock I gave my dad
mine now that he’s gone
77. Praise my sweet father
who disavowed me three times
but reached for me in the end
78. On a rainy California day
my granddaughter watches cartoons
swaying fast and intent
in a dark small rocking chair
handmade by her great great grandfather Oscar
for his wife Anita
who had hand-stitched
the flowered vinyl cushion
in 1940’s Louisiana.
I remember Anita rocking in that chair on the day Oscar died
looking out the window of the sun porch he had built her
while her grandchildren sat at her feet watching cartoons.
79. Nobody wanted the old chair
so out-of-date and ugly
I felt sorry for it.
Like the time I bought a corny painting
of a naked girl sitting on the edge of a bathtub
because the auctioneer was making fun of her.
80. We live in a world of meaning, undecoded
translation takes slow time and we have none of that
furious, oblivious, blind-hurtling to —
you know what I’m going to say — death.
81. He came in the night
Hungry, needy, wet and coy
The man I ran from
82. Praise stormy weather
unexpected visitors
and anxiety
83. fat squirrels skitter
gathering fallen treasure
from the stormy night
84. my sanctuary
not a place for you to land
you are a harmless old man now
but your voice wakes up bad old days
don’t drag me back
85. wake with tight aching shoulders
battered in the night by memories of no escape
the body gets it first
the body keeps the score
86. Hard to praise sometimes
in the middle of it. Praise...
knowing it will end.
87. solitude again
sunlight on my shoulder blade
dead bee on the rug
88. Hot bright morning light
Not doing its job today
don’t tell the others
89. Quiet house, coffee done
Buzzing fly at the window
what next?
90. Men chatting upstairs
I stare at my computer
Go away, I think
91. To get through the day
People talk about nothing
... praise silence
92. Peaceful mind, peaceful
words, peaceful heart. As the flood
overtops the wall.
93. silent still dawn gone
bright light of day jabbing me
what’s next little girl?
what’s next young woman?
what’s next old lady?
94. Re-membering her
putting on her arms and legs
my grandmother me
95. Skittering small birds
scavenge for bugs in the yard
a hawk soars above
96. praise Mari-mooski
skipping to the ice cream store
reading in the fading light
exploring the icy pond
reaching for the world
97. success sits atop
a mountain of rejection
doesn’t help today
98. the sun still rises
no matter what tragedy
another day dawns
99. praise erik ehn’s grin
praise his spirit convenings
dreaming us forward
100. what is your haiku?
on this day of performance
how are you feeling?
2023: Imbolc
/ immeasurable heavens
wordless/ this feeling
trying to hold in mind/ understanding
i don’t understand
noise/ details of one human mind
its pressing concerns
in the frame of civilization
politics/ psychology/ ambition/ technology violence/ love/ famine/ prizes
noise/ details
in the frame of our vast galaxy
100 thousand million stars/ just like our little sun
only to discover the noise/details of our galaxy
in the frame of a supercluster of galaxies
100,000 galaxies strong/ 500 million light years across
/Lanikea
and that/
in the frame of a universe densely packed with galactic superclusters a breathing universe/ expanding/ surging/ burning out
oddly looking like the inner structure of a living human cell/
wordless
i understand/ i don’t understand
i cannot hold it in my one human mind when i try/ the frame empties
no noise/ no details
only empty frame