Kristen Palmer

2024: 100 thousand praises

100 lines in praise of change

December 2023-February 2024 ____

  1. I praise that I will be different when I finish this

  2. I praise that I am not the same as I was at 40, 30, 20, 10-

  3. I praise that I will turn this poem into something else

  4. In praise of change cause I am not the center here.

  5. In praise of teen-age poets banishing ‘I” from their lines

  6. In praise of ink moving - liquid - words - thought

  7. In praise of coffee alchemical mind

  8. In praise of minor ailments

  9. In praise of changes perspectives

  10. In praise of a nudge towards care and softness

  11. In praise of phone calls from old friends

  12. In praise of the night

  13. In praise of losing ‘that...”

  14. In praise of steady heartbeats

  15. In praise of orbits

  16. In praise of seasons

  17. In praise of water

  18. In praise of dreaming vividly enough to hold ribbons on waking

  19. In praise of eyeglasses

  20. In praise of casts and braces, of physical therapy

  21. In praise of bodies

  22. In praise of sleep.

  23. In praise of memory

  24. In praise of books gifted in moments of inspiration

  25. In praise of the wheel at the heart of it

  26. In praise of forgetting

  27. In praise of remembering

  28. In praise of letters long gone

  29. In praise of emails and texts, dms and ims, smoke signals and pigeons

  30. In praise of tending to homes

  31. In praise of fire

  32. In praise of losing heart in a parking lot, alone

  33. In praise of lost keys

  34. In praise of long drives through empty towns

  35. In praise of the landscape out the window

  36. In praise of autumn in the northeast

  37. In praise of winter anywhere

  38. In praise of a planet on a tilting axis, dancing with the sun

  39. In praise of airplanes

  40. In praise of picking up and starting over

  41. In praise of running away

  42. In praise of new friends, basement bars and rocky overhangs

  43. In praise of teachers from all directions

  44. In praise of tension

  45. In praise of splitting apart

  46. In praise of trains that are late, cancelled, on-time and otherwise.

  47. In praise of passengers who tell stories well

  48. In praise of clutching a shirt sleeve

  49. In praise of bringing flowers

  50. In praise of making the call

  51. In praise of answering

  52. In praise of recognizing strangers on a darkened street.

  53. In praise of sudden friends

  54. In praise of longing for somewhere else.

  55. In praise of reaching towards the unknown

  56. In praise of marching with signs and shouts.

  57. In praise of silence

  58. In praise of tentative hands on a soft stomach

  59. In praise of untethered time

  60. In praise of youth

  61. In praise of buses

  62. In praise of books

  63. In praise of the time it takes to read a book

  64. In praise of finding the right book

  65. In praise of falling asleep with a book

  66. In praise of dreaming up a book

  67. In praise of the words written in the front of a book with a date that marks a time before that book was gifted, that book was read, that book that opened a door -

  68. In praise of losing a place

  69. In praise of losing track of plans

  70. In praise of dirt roads and rocks to climb.

  71. In praise of boats

  72. In praise of floating in a lake under a star-filled sky

  73. In praise of an hour unaccounted for

  74. In praise of long mornings away

  75. In praise of breath

  76. In praise of a list of things to do

  77. In praise of steady progress, the wood and the water

  78. In praise of the candle that burns away slowly

  79. In praise of the evaporation of water and the crystals left behind

  80. In praise of the bluebirds hovering around the wooden house the front yard, considering a future, even this year.

  81. In praise of change that comes unbidden.

    Billowing up from unexplored, unnamed regions

    And washing over the stale air of

    Frets, worries, endless replays of the same old programs And suddenly, remarkably-
    The air is new
    Inexplicable

    Don’t try.
    Only praise the change that comes through the cracks, Untended
    Untended
    The openings
    Where a draft
    Can enter
    And -




Kristen Palmer

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